What will we do with next 364 days? I sometimes have a hard time figuring out what I am going to do in the 364 minutes. I can feel my internal list of expectations getting longer by the minute. Some of these expectations have actually existed much longer than the previous 365 days. What will make 2009 "the" year to have all those expectations fulfilled?
I sometimes wish that I could follow Brad's lead on how he deals with life. He is much more responsive. He doesn't worry about what will happen he only responds to what is happening. I think he has mastered living in the moment. I am more about forcing the moment and if the moment doesn't happen the way I have it pictured in my head then I must have missed something in the planning or execution. I've got it! 2009 will be the year of being.
I must start a list on what it takes to "be" and make sure there is a time line to measure the success of my being.
This might be harder than I thought.
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